MY PRINCESS IS SICK ... huhuhu

This morning had to rush home from work for my daughter who is down w/fever with a temp of 39.4 ... Good thing my boss was kind and understanding enough to let me go home after just rendering 3 hrs of work. The drive home felt so long when in fact it took me arnd 2o mins given it was Sunday.

Having a sick daughter is one of the worst thing every mom goes through. If only you can spare her from all the pain in the world, you'll gladly do it... but life doesnt work that way. I am just hoping and praying after tonight, everything will be back to normal again, so my little Princess can sing and dance till late at night, singing all the barney songs she so loved.

I know its going to be a long night for me, hubby and Julia... but we're keeping our fingers crossed we can kick off this fever by tomorrow !!!

Turning Down Opportunities

A couple of days ago i was excited about a possible writing job with an independent group. After series of calls from said independent group and from friends, and after giving it a serious thought, i've decided to turn down the opportunity so not to jeopardize my "comeback".

Sad that after a five-year hiatus I've realized that some things havent changed at all, that you have to dance to the network's music to survive. People are still as possessive and can be demanding. I'm just holding on to the thought that i'll be working with friends again and that makes my decision to stay worth while.

Writing Possibilities

Yesterday got a surprise call from a production house asking if i would be interested in a writing job with them and if i can drop by their office for an interview. At first I was apprehenssive because its been a more than five years since i've been asked for a job interview.

More than anything, I am thankful for the possibilities of writing again.... First with ABS-CBN my original network with friends,.... and if that doesnt work, glad to know that I have friends as well in the other network offering other options.

I am not sure what have i done to deserve this second chance in writing, I guess somebody Up there heard my prayer. And I am really thankful and happy.

Now making something out of this possibilities is another story which literally and figuratively. A story which i have to write well in order to deserve these blessings from above.

NINI ..MY NEW " BABY"

People say Friday the 13th is an unlucky day.... but I refused to believe because that was the day I got my new baby... NINI ... A Neo basic netbook that i can use as i revive my writing career. I am really grateful for having friends who are always there to help me physically, emotionally and even financially in pursuing my dreams.

For now i'm still toying and thinkering around my new tool, trying to get used to it and enjoying every minute of it...:)

Writing and Adrenalin Rush ...

Its been half a decade since i last felt this... the adrenalin rush when you are writing and trying to beat the deadline. Your mind is going crazy, as you strike the keyboards overtime while your heart pounds loudly as you try to finish everything on one go!. its a crazy but addictive feeling .... but honestly i felt happy after typing the last sentence because it felt so familiar and comfortable.... I know i'm rambling and ranting, and what i'm saying may not make any sense .... I guess what i'm trying to say is, once a writer, will always be a writer !!!!