I've been praying for the past couple of days to give me the strength to make the Big Leap of Faith @ 40, to let go of the day job / call center job and concentrate on writing and business. I just need to talk to Tita A for confirmation and I'm almost there ... Tom I should make the right decision .
It's 2:20 am and I am still wide awake. I am not sure if its the caffeine overload or i just have tons of things in my mind ...You see i have made a big switch by transfering to GMA early this month and since then I have wrote a whole week worth of script. Though it may not be the best script to impress the big bosses but at least its a start ....
Now I find myself in a crossroad again, to go back to work next week or to pursue full time.writing and just to guide julia since she's having a hard time in school lately... and the biggest factor is when she asks me not to go back to.work anymore. It pains my heart to leave her in the mornings again... and there's a big thug when she says " sa house na lang si mommu, magsulat na lang si Mommy " . How I wish I can Just give in just like that.
That's why I've been praying all night for guidance and strength to take the Big Leap... I know all I have to do is trust and The Lord will help and guide me to the Right Path
After being treated badly by my CDG Group and after series of disappointments, i finally found the courage to take the Big Leap and transfer networks. It's scary leaving your comfort zone, starting anew especially if your not young anymore but once you are treated badly you owe it to yourself to look for better opportunities and move on.
I'm very lucky there are friends willing to help and welcome me with arms wide. Full of love and support, the fears and uncertainties slowly vanished. Its still a long way to go but I'm looking forward to this new journey ... but for now, let's start the pen moving !!
