Shouting Match But Englightenment After...

A couple of hours ago, Hubby and I had a "little arguement that eventually lead to a mini shouting match inside the family car " (we cant do it in our little apartment otherwise the whole compound will hear about it ) ... the heated exchange of words continued on as we were doing our grocery and until we arrived at home.. But after letting out the tension and a couple of tears, things began to mellow down and we started to talk and learned to iron out our differences. Although the main reason of our shouting match is still unresolved, but at least now we have a different perspective of solving things.

I remember reading an Article a few days ago by Bo Sanchez about a fight he and his wife had some years back. It was a shouting match as well that ended in tears , both threatening to go on their separate ways.... A familiar line that couples say as they exchange angry words. But later on, when cooler heads prevail we take back all the hurtful words and learn to forgive, love again and never imagined that we even considered of going on separate ways as an option.

I Have to Get Better !

Yesterday I went to my Pulmonologist (2nd time in less than a week) because of the asthma attacks that's been bothering me for a couple of days now. So after waiting for almost 3 hours for my turn, the Doctor had no choice but to prescribed an inhaler and painkillers for my headaches, and rest for a couple days more. To make matters worse, said new medicines were so expensive that left me a couple of thousands poorer. I never thought asthma meds can be that expensive. I was shocked and stunned, and walked home like a zombie, mentally computing how to adjust the household budget because the unexpected expense. It was almost dark when I got home and found Hubby and Little Julia napping the afternoon away .


What brought me back to my senses was when I watched my Little Julia sleeping soundly in his Daddy's arms. For a couple of minutes, I just sat and watch my precious one and right then and there, I realized I have to get well for my Little one. No matter how expensive the my medicines are, I know I have to take them so I can be 100% for my Little Girl. How can i guide her in this journey called life if Mommy is not in the pink of health.

So starting today, I've decided to get better and with the help of my expensive meds, i know i can kick out this stubborn asthma out of my system!

Decided to Shift Gears

For the past couple of days I've been asking for signs weather to switch networks... First sign came last week when we had problems with renumeration.... then came the dreams involving colleagues and that finally made the difference. So finally, after nights of contemplating I've decided to shift gears as we enter the last quarter of the year. It'll be a big switch for me and as my "kapatid" would say its not a bed of roses, i know i'll be in good hands because i have friends waiting for me at the other side of the fence.

DOWN W/ ASTHMA

I was finally bitten by the Asthma bug..... Well you see my brothers got it but I never thought I'd follow their footsteps because for one, I dont smoke and I rarely drink nowadays. But as the saying goes, if its in the blood, its in the blood... I just hope my Little Princess will not get it because it no joke coughing your lungs out with matching headache.... or sleeping in a sitting position because once you lay down on your back, you'll soon feel the attack coming.

I'm looking forward that my breathing will be back to normal again soon so i can sleep soundly at night :)