Getting Over It and Moving On

Just got home from the hospital and waiting for Princess to come home from school, thankful that I've got some time and space for myself... I need this ... I hope this will be the last time I will be pouring my thoughts about what I've went thru the past 2 weeks ... it was not easy ... I knew when I heard My OB/Ate Cynthia asked " Gusto nyo pa bang magka baby?" I was in for the bad news (as if Losing my Little Angel is not enough) My reproductive system is not as perfect as it used to be since I've got Myomas around my uterus. At first I was not alarmed when I learned about it because I knew these were common and can go away in time or during pregnancy but due to my recent miscarriage, apparently, the myomas could've aggravated the situation and worse may give the same result if I try to get pregnant again... so in other words there is no assurance I wont suffer the same fate if I conceive again in the future. Warning Bells start to ring and ultimately, Hubby and I will have to forego of our dream of having another baby. Technically, its a double whammy for me, I've lost my little one and would be too risky to have another one in the future..... At least the tears are gone now and I can move on and accept the things I can never have.... TIME TO GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON .... Life is still beautiful, Keep the Faith because I know despite all these, God truly loves ME !