Friday, August 30, 2013

One Big Roller Coaster Ride

Almost three months ago, hubby and I along with family and friends were beaming with joy when we confirmed the new addition to the family.Finally, after almost 8 years our little Princess will now have a sibbling. The first few weeks were not easy due to dizzy spells and fatigue but with hubby's and close friends help, i was able to surpass the first month. Just when i was getting used to my pregnancy things start to take a different turn and found myself in the middle of a roller coaster ride as we wait for 2 dreadful weeks if the pregnancy will progress in its natural course. What pains me more is to see the sadness in hubby's eyes everytime he asks me if I'm okay? My heart is crushed when Julia touches my tummy and ask if she'll be an Ate Soon... I know its too early to concede and lose hope and excitement.. miracles can still happen ... My only prayer at this time is to grant me the grace, wisdom and strength to accept what's best for us. I know our Lord will only give what's BEST for me. The journey continues .. let's Keep the faith .....

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